I hate myself. jus nw quarrel wif my dad, n he faint. luckily nw nothing le.... i feel so guilty... bad gal mi..... HATE MYSELF...... y i so bad go quarrel wif her... haiz. nw tear keep dropping. i scared he gt something happen. i dun dare to slp. jus nw tot of talk to ann, but she buz wif her kids... haiz... who can help mi overcome it. scared talk to bf i cant control myself... haiz. y i nd to quarrel wif my dad, if he haf anything happen, i mayb will nt wan to live le... sorry la, i nt purpose wan to quarrel wif u de. all i say is qi hua... haiz. nw damn sad.... HELP.... HATE MYSELF... HELP....
10:31 PM,
sweet remembrance