Unlucky day today. went interview half way raining. den no choice run all e way to the company lor. haiz. den after interview wan to go back oso difficult cos raining heavily lor. haiz. waste my time waiting very long 4 cab but dun haf sianz. den no choice haf to call cab. so i call lo. den i go northoint buy 4D n go OCBC to settle my oange card cos i lost my pin number. sianz. den go buy bubble tea n go back hm.
reach hm saw my godmum, 1 of my cousin n tt KPQ. haha. onli i noe wat tt. den change clothes chat wif them n go pray. as today is my grandmum's ji ri. My dad having diarrohea oso. so unlucky. den after praying, we all keep e food n eat. After eating, something big happen. My kitchen glass table broke n all e floor haf glass. luckily my godmum nth happen. cos when she putting e stuff on e table den all of it went down straight to her leg. heng ar. Glass wor. Scary.. Den half of e day past le after clearing e glass. sianz. N my mum say is a bad Omen as morning b4 i came back hm my dad n my bro quarrel. N somemore today is my grandmum ji ri. dunno leh.
Today happen alots of things. i caught in e rain when goin interview , family member quarrel n e table no reason broke. big table leh, will broke meh.
Hope there is nothing happen lor.
The past guy: He finally reply mi on sun, he say his relative pass away so he buz nv reply mi. ok. Mayb really buz wil funeral ba. Den he ask mi when mit him Again. Haiz. I told u many times i wont mit u de. i haf a hubby le. dunno he will use internet n accidently found my blog n c ma. haha. Think too much le.. Even how i wish back with u is impossible de lor. past is past. Cant use force de. Hope u saw my blog n u den realise. He say he becos of mi went to prison leh. unbelieveable lor. dunno la. sianz. I nv msg him today. Hope i can continue down. Haiz. Forget mi ba. find someone better den mi lor. Good Luck...
10:26 PM,
sweet remembrance
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I quite a long time nv update le. no mood lor n somemore lazy. haha. This few days stay at my hubby's hse n nv go out much cos we haf not much cash le. still gt 1 week den gt e pay. Sianz. Tml gonna will b a buz day. Tue gt to go a interview. Sianz leh. somemore Tue i on leave as i gt praying at hm so nv go work. haha.
Something keep making mi abit scared: is i scared i m pregnant. Cos tt day on 21 Aug i went wdls wif JL n b4 tt i gt bath den when i reaching hm, i saw alots of blood at my pants. n my appetite keep hungry after a meal. less den 3 hrs i hungry again. n somemore i feel stomach abit pain sometime. so i dunno lor. wait n c til next mth gt come anot lor. sianz.
The past Guy: fr last mth receive his msg n ask mi back to him. of cos i cant le lor. Y u dun come back to mi earlier. sianz. den this few days i msg him nv reply dunno y. siao... I still haf feeling for u le but no choice. U cant give mi wat i wan den i haf to choose my hubby nw le. all becos of u den i choose him fr e start. haiz. Y u wan to like tt. all This i nv tell anyone b4. i always keep inside my hearts. I onli cant write inside here as my hubby nv c my blog de.
Y everything happen so fast. When u msg mi, i keep thinking of e past. all like yesterday happen like tt. Actually i quite hate u de. but dunno y i nv hate u more den haf feeling on u. haiz.
Now is 1 day past by 1 day. nothing to think le. hope i really not pregnant n muz come tt. den i can fan xin. wait n wait.........
11:11 PM,
sweet remembrance
Monday, August 6, 2007
today was sick. having flu. sore throat running nose n slightly cough. sianz. mayb on e past weekend eat pizza. den sun eat e leftover of e pizza. too heaty ba... den i cant tahan den i go c doc in e morning n got 2 days mc... haiz. den i stay at hm keep seeing someone face nt happy, sianz. cant i stay at hm to rest... i sick leh. boring. slp quite a long time but still sick. throat still very pain. jus nw jus eat maggie mee nia, sian. cos someone nv cook. i hate it
nw still hungry... think i goin to find something to eat le...
10:24 PM,
sweet remembrance